I want To be a Star

Many thing to write.but i just less here to write sumthing.For my starting of sem 2, worring about changing of group.But i had worried for nothin.. for going back to hometown on weekend..nice to eat, but not nice to stay at home. i found that i dont like to stay at home anymore.it just a public.no such thing like "home" anymore. donno y these few day feel extra low spirit.Maybe i m too emotional.many things come to me. Hard to accept it.But i think all these thing had held long ago.But i m still cant do anything of it.

在一年一年的岁月里，我们都不断地在我们的岁数增加，也在我们的心灵上磨练。。 悲伤，眼泪不断的在累积，所连在的磨练也在人们的心中，不断烙上更深的印。我并不说明这全都是不快乐的。但我认为伤悲带给人的成长，大大的在成长中累积人生经验。丰富了自己的眼光。在看事情时，会更明白事理，更懂得为别人着想。 眼泪流了下来，又发现自己了解多一样东西，可能心里会痛了些，可是都会是一个经历。它堆积了人的忍耐，包容。 但是，我相信这些也会带来不良。可能跌了一次，而在那一次，如果爬不起来的话，他永远都是悲观主义者。 对与错，真与假，慢慢的在我们的道路上摸索着。。。

I had made a mistake that make her so unhappy.Just kept blaming myself why always forgotten evrthing while busy. i think m always like that . The responsible that i had promise to the others but i din t ake the responsible.Make ppl around sad only. sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry iknow my wrong ady .. pls dont unhappy.. i will take this as a reminder to change myself.. thanks dar!

Actully i had past a really ordinary holiday sem break in my hometown..KLuang..my lovely small city that much slower motion life and nice place there.Not much entertaiment but make ppl relation nearer because of less influence but more comunication. i was say bye to dar by a emergency call.To see my fall ill granma.Mummy was cry and ask me if her mother died,how.I really dunno how to answer the question but just kept remain silent and comfort with some words. After some mediccal treament, gramma still ok.But doctor also said it was nothing can continue to cure ady,He say just see werther to make her happy with see her with care. I was packing and going back by my dad car.After reached. just walking around my house and see all various thing in my house i had long time been not seen. I had done many thing at house and met with my BB friends and old friends.and stayed at home to accompany my family. It was a nice holiday.Oh ya, i oso learn some sentence..不要因为失去而哭，要因曾经拥有而笑。。dunno why liste...

really long time din upgrade my blog ady.Many to dro down here.But always lazy to com quite a months ady. the words for my dar.. my own thinks and minds within these time.. somemore.. but now i m using friends computer, i think not so convirnient to write anything gua.. next time bah.. but can say is, i am quite happy with the holiday now in Kluang. ang hanging arond with all my buddy friends, much thing to talk.until we are tired, even gettin sore throat ady..hehe.. anyway , nice day more, miss dar so much wo almost one week din see her liao.. coming back soon . see u soon lo